To write or not to write...

I am currently driving myself crazy over a stupid assignment on Body Language. I just can't motivate myself to do it (it was due last week). I lost heart a few weeks ago when I was advised not to take on full-time study next year. My doctor believes it will compromise my mental health. Buggar my mental health, I was really looking forward to doing this course, which by the way is Conservation and Land Management. She feels that I'll either 1. Suffer from huge guilt complex because I won't have time to devote to my kids. (single mum, 5 kids, 4 at home) or 2. I'll somehow keep up with the parenting duties and either A. Burn out or B. Fail the course.

Aaaaaarghhhhh!!!!!!!! Hmmph.

Ok. I've had my rant; back to working out how to turn the finger into a 1000 word essay.